The results are in and it's all good. One year bone marrow biopsy came back cancer free. Somewhat expected but none the less, it is my miracle, my blessing, my big sigh of relief, my $200 to pass go. It is a feeling of freedom that makes me giddy. At this moment in time there is officially no cancer in my marrow, none, zero, zip, nada. I can breath easier for awhile. Ahhhh...
So, while my slice of freedom feels amazing I still find myself with a gray cloud over my heart. My thoughts continue to wander back to Jasmina and LaurenAshley. Two beautiful little girls that had to live through so much pain. It's just not right or fair. I think of all they had to endure. All the love and prayers sent their way. I think of their families left with holes in their heart that can never be filled. All the sound and fury is suddenly silent. The fight is over and they are left alone. Indescribable sadness. These little girls will stay with me, in my heart, for a long, long time.
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